Failure (about 139 words)

He was a failure, a failure when it came to healthy relationships with others. He would not let others get close. He could not let anyone in. But worse of all he failed at romantic relationship. He was such a failure. What was he going to do? He did not want to fail Holiday. To ruin anything with her. He did not want to hurt her. He did not want to be a failure, not again. He was not going to. Not this time. He would not be a failure.  He was going to do all her could for Holiday. Actually be open, talk. Actually be there. He would do better this time. He would not mess this relationship up. Holiday was the love of his life, just about his everything. He could not afford to be a failure.